Kate Voegele.
So...since my last blog a shit ton of shit has happened And if it weren't for the fact that no one from school reads this, I wouldn't even talk about it.
We'll start at the beginning. Saturday night I couldn't sleep. This caused me to become very very bored. So I texted Tony around midnight, because I know that he doesn't sleep sometimes too, and I figured he'd be up. He was, and we texted for a while. We started playing the question game. If you don't know what that is, it's when you can ask a person any question you want and they have to answer it or they lose. To preserve his privacy I won't put any of the questions or answers here, but it got pretty deep. In several ways. We didn't really sext or anything, but it definitely got flirtatious. Eventually, around 4:30, I finally fell asleep.
Monday morning. We start texting again, bright and early. I complain about my inexperience with guys (sad but true) and he offered to fix that for me if you get my drift. He said the only thing he wouldn't do is have sex with me. Now, I'm going to throw you the whammy. He's still with Tamara. They are still dating. Yes. I told him that I couldn't do anything if he has a girlfriend, although that pained me.
I have come to realize that I like him. We talked about things I use to only talk about with Aaron. And he was being less a jerk than Aaron. So, yeah, I like him. And it is very hard to not text him and tell him, screw your girlfriend.
Monday night comes around. I'm at Morgan's because I stayed the night. That day we had eaten gummy dinosaurs and attempted to build a fort. We failed by the way. Monday night gets here and I text him saying "I wanna do bad bad things to you, but you have a girlfriend and I can't." Honestly, I said that, word for word. So, we end up texting all night. I asked him why he keeps getting back with Tamara if she keeps breaking his heart, and he said that he thinks she'll be there when he gets back from the marines in four years. I told him I didn't think so. We text into the wee hours of the morning. Matt Long is presumed dead until he shows up at Morgan's around midnight. Stays until three something. Much talking and gossipping.
Tuesday morning. One guess who I'm texting. I tell him I'm going to go to the movies with Daniel later. Morgan and I go to Dooley's, where we are haunted by Molly the faceless ghost. More on that some other time. I meet Daniel around 2:30, and we go wait for Morgan Meredith and Joseph to get out of Joseph's physical therapy session. A bit after three, we leave Brownsville for Bowling Green. I confess to Joseph about the Tony thing, We make a very bad bet. The winner is the first one to fuck either Tony or Tamara. Yes. About halfway to BG, Tony comes up behind us in his truck. I convince him to go to the movies with us. He does. We see Clash of the Titans. Movie sucked by the way. During the movie, he put his hand on my thigh and asked me if I trusted him. I said yes and he moved it closer to...you know. Wash, rinse, repeat until he was very close. I said I didn't trust him. Then I sent him a text that said I don't trust you here. Because we aren't alone. He offered to take me home, but I declined. He left, and we went and played hide and go seek and had a scavenger hunt in Wal-Mart.
On the way home, I texted him and asked me if he wanted me to stop flirting with him. It ended with him telling me that anything we did it would be as friends since he can't date me. So, apparently, I'm good enough to do sexual things with, but I'm not good enough to date. I called off the bet and Joseph was cool with that.
So, there's the last few days of my life. It's been hectic.
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