"My First Kiss" by 3oh!3 of course.
So, I'm kind of really confused. Yesterday afternoon I changed my facebook status to "is going to go see Scott Pilgrim if I have to walk my ass there." Jared commented on it, and we're going to go. That's not what confused me. What confused me was the fact that someone else then commented on it. Tony. Yeah. He made a joke about why would I walk my ass there when I have legs. And from there went on and was talking about how he doesn't make good choices and fights a lot.
What. The. Fuckity. Fuck.
This guy literally just stops talking to me, even though I professed my love, and now he's just randomly talking to me again?
So not happening. I was civil, but that was it. If he tries to waltz back into my life and act like he didn't fuck up a lot of shit in my life and then just leave, then he's got another think coming. I'm not going to let him, and I swear that I mean it.
I'm beginning to be happy. I've been consistently happy for a few weeks now, and I'm really beginning to like it. I like someone who's genuinely nice, but I don't love him, which cuts back on the drama A LOT. I've finally managed to get away from the friends who only caused me drama, and everything is just generally going well. If he comes back, I know he'll fuck it up.
It's not that I blame him for me getting depressed. It's not his fault. It's just a cumulation of things, one of which is him. The entire time I liked him, and all that was going down, it was just pure drama. And that doesn't make me happy. So I'm glad he's gone. And he's staying that way.
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