It's Been A Long Time Coming

So I haven't posted in about eleven days. Sue me. A lot has been going on.

First of all, Katie and I still aren't friends, although I think she thinks we are. Aaron is no longer mad at me. He says he never was, but I don't really believe that. Kyle dumped Amy, basically for Katie, and I think he's a moron. I got a new cell phone, an orange AT&T Quickfire. The fair is in town, and last night Jake tried to kiss me. And a new friend named Jared agreed to be my fuckbuddy, but he won't date me. Not that I really want either.

Well, that's what all has happened in a nutshell.

Also, over the past couple of days I have realized, due in part to the movies American Beauty and Alex & Emma, that I am so totally in love with Aaron that it is ridiculous of me to even think I could be happy with someone else. Confused? I'll explain. Alex & Emma, the Luke Wilson Kate Hudson rom-com where he's the author and she's the stenographer, is where I stole that entire sentence, more or less. If you haven't seen this movie, Netflix that shit. Or just watch Music & Lyrics, just imagine Luke Wilson instead of Hugh Grant, and Kate Hudson instead of Drew Berrymore. Although those two look so much alike, it wouldn't be difficult, and writing books instead of songs.

American Beauty comes into the equation because of the character of Ricky Fitts. He is much like Aaron, although a lot weirder. Aaron's weird, but not that weird. Anyway, I completely fell in fictional character love with Ricky Fitts, and I realized that if I could like a character so undeniably strange (for god's sake he thought that-Spoiler!- Kevin Spacey's brains all splattered around the kitchen was beautiful, you could just tell by the look on his face) then I had to be in complete awe of Aaron. And I am. I love him so much, or at least I have deeper feelings for him than I have for anyone before, and that really does feel like love.