So, I surprised myself this morning.
I woke up a bit ago, ate some pancakes, turned Sirius on, and then got on the computer. Myspace, more specifically, because my igoogle homepage told me I had a message on there. It was from Aaron, nothing special though, just the one we've had going since the whole douchebag episode. Anyway, after I replied to that I had nothing to do, so I went to his page to see if I'm still four.
I am not.
To his credit, I am still on there, and he only has a top ten, but now I'm eight. Out of ten. Still the first girl.
I surprised myself though, when I realized I didn't care all that much. I mean, the part that wants to be friends with him again cared a little, but the part of me that loved him, or thought loved him, didn't even seem to notice.
I'm really happy about this. This is a big step to me finally completely being over him.
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