Breaking Benjamin. Hell yeah.
So, Tamara broke up with Tony the other day, but I think they might be back together. So, fuck that shit. I managed to get a ride home with Daniel yesterday, so I didn't have to ride the bus. That was a relief, because I despise the bus.
Right now, I feel like there's nobody for me. Does that make sense? I don't know or care.
It's not like I want a boyfriend exactly, I just want someone to care about me. I mean, yeah, my friends care about me, but that's different. My friends don't really know what's inside my mind.
I guess this is getting back to the Aaron thing. He really was the only person to ever really know and get me. But now... I don't even know. He's different. I'm different. Hell, the world's different. I really wish I hadn't written him that note, because now I wish we weren't friends at all. I thought just being friends with him would be better than nothing at all, but it's not. I mean, like I said a post or two ago, I don't want a relationship with him anymore, but just knowing how I felt about him and all the things we could have possibly been, it just hurts, you know?
I haven't finished my GSA application and it's due the 31st of this month. I guess I'll just focus on that and not worry about people.
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